Petrick love

"Last Night on Earth...

...And I don't want to die without having kissed you just once."

The world is a fucked up place. I know it. You know it. It's just some place where no one really feels at home or alive anymore.

It's like a book I just got finished reading about tempting fate and trying to win. The world doesn't work that way.

I've gotten bored with the whole "perfect, innocent little boy" routine. I want people to know my true nature... but I don't want to hurt the people that do know. I don't want them to be upset by me and my actions, or feel hurt and unloved. Like I don't care about what all their efforts have meant. It's not like I don't love them...

I do.

I really, truley, fucking do. I just don't know how to let them know that, without me sounding fake, and them not believing me. I just don't know what to do.

What would you do? If you were in my shoes....